Tuesday my husband went in for a colonoscopy and I was called up to the doctors office, I thought to pick him up because he was ready to go. When I arrived however, we were told that the doctor had found a very large mass and had done some biopsies. He felt this was a mass to be concerned about and was 95% positive it was cancerous. We were in shock. We were sent for blood work immediately. I was supposed to leave for my courses on Friday morning. Of course I didn't want to go and leave my husband with this news and no one to lean on. After much discussion we decided that I should still go and bring the kids. This was probably the quietest week we would have for a long time. It was very hard to go, but I did and it was a good idea. I have family and good friends in BC. I could
This is going to be a difficult journey that neither one of us wants to take. I know that God has a plan for us and that we are in His hands. This gives me peace. I also believe that God never gives you more than you can handle, I just wish I had the same confidence in me that He has.
Thanks for letting me share, I just needed to get that out incase my blogging is sporadic for a while. For a long time now I have just had NO words to write this down with. Trying to keep life semi-normal for the kids has been our focus but meeting with the surgeons tomorrow is starting to shake my resolve. If you pray, please say a word or two for my husband. I am not proud, I will take all the help I can get.